I am back!

I have no idea how many times ive said that! haha but for real. i've spent the pass 4 hours revamping it and i like it! now on to up dates where we left off..

1. ive got two doogies Chewwiee and Modjo. (pics to be up REAL soon)

2. i got registered :) so lawfully he is my husband , but still waiting for the ceremony of walk up the aisle thingamajig

3. im still working in the same old company :(

4. im looking for a new job

5. ive changed my hairdo like a gazzilion times since i last inked stuff down

6. ive got new tattoo!!

7. i went for freakin Smashing Pumpkins! heeeeh! still waiting for pics from my i-cant-find-my - camera -wire bestie Jessy

8. and i cant remember a years truckload of stuff , but please bare with the backdated rubbish pictures if i do post any :)

9. registration day shots! woot!

10. and ohhh yess. my first ever time to be admitted into the hospital. had surgery for my rhinitis. sniff. it hurts :( still do!

ok anywhooo ........

cant resist! one of the new hairdo's

under every successful man, is his wife:D

16th June 2010

xx

And they are BACK.

After the anxiously awaited bloody long SIX months my brother Fie Fie and Farah my shayang are back!! yay!! OMG what did Germany do to them? They both lost sooooo much weight! So much for being chef's =( well anyhooo we (indicating me and babykins hehe) met Fie at first and drag him out till he slept on the table of Darus hehe but that was like 4am hehe hero there went and drink beer with straw hehe didnt help much that he was sleepy when he was dragged out. Following day had dinner in Republic. And I got pressie!!! Fie fie got me a pair of earings and Farah got me Chocolates and erm I'm tryna figure it out. Some kinda drink with 10. 5% alcohol hehe everything else is in German! I just sorta figure out the chocolate was milk chocolate cause theres like a cow on the packaging and the name of the chocolate was MILKA (Alpenmilch, chocolat au lait des alpes)  Chocolate from the Alps? someone translate! argh fick dich 

Fie Fie and His beer

and he said is nothing like the beer in Germany owh well

Got stout?

Farah shayang!

Bro me and B

Vern baby

and I got my bro back yay!

The dinner

and yes we played cards hehe tradition still stands 

When he saw the bill 

As he calculated 

I cant help it but this just looks like a scene from Gossip Girl hehe!

Oh Farah gave me this ever so cute Heart shapped chocolate which I later on told Vernon is my heart and gave it to him (:

Right before he gobbled it down

xx

[star]struck-ed

OMG!!!~ He proposed!! aaaahhhhhhhh!! this is sooo surreal!!!! sniff* 12th February 2009 he laid his cards down and steped out of singletown bout 11 something. =D omg left me feeling like the happiest ladeh on the planet!(thou I nearly puked) I swear I am still somewhere over the RAINBOHH!! So this actually means im engaged right? wow. I still don't know how to handle it....! Well my friends were super angels about it.. Those who had that lil dinner to so call "celebrate it", you guys are the best :) Krunz Mich Jam Matt Harsh. Thanks a bunch! Krunz I owe u 10 bucks larr hehe . And the other ones that were ubberly genuinely excited, Vivien Alvin Mini Madaan Kevin Ice Susu Michiekins William and omg i cant remember and u guys lah! (please dont scold me if I terlupa-ed who) Also my one and only LAURA!! all the way in Australia I swear I could hear her scream and jump up and down with excitement! Cant wait till you come back from Australia. Thanks guy.. T'was awesome how ya'll shared my excitement. Thats all I need.

My moon my man 

The person responsible for everything .. 

=)

My Bestie Sweetest Honey Ever Laura.. You couldnt be there hun so

 here you are sharing in all the excitement!

Not forgetting Michiekins 23rd. Happy Birthday sweetheart. You looked gorgeous on your birthday but then again you always are. ♥

Birthday Baby Michelle 

Lots more to come (:

xx

12th Feb 2009

OMG!!! =D

[V] day

A day to make lonely people depressed and loved people possessed 

A day where everything is marked up X3.. jeez.. you cant even get a decent stalk of rose without having a hole burned in your pocket, I know.. I'm a girl why should i bother about a mans job? but hey a rose to that special someone let it be him or her... the significant other is sure to feel that jolt of electrocuted love. Is different now =) I feel that not only the ladies should have the star treatment on V day cause is a day for lovers and I do belive it takes two to become lovers which is when V day could actually take place. .. honestly.. is V day everyday for me.. Just him looking at me and his face slowly lights up.. xx

I was looking high and low for a perfect gift for him but i came across beyonce's halo. I dont think anyone has ever took the words right out from my mouth. This is perfect. his perfect. 

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo


Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

...hoping for an interesting post soon. titled , 14th february =)

Turn my head with talk of Summertime

"underneath the sky we sleep, sunlight in my eyes keeps me from seeing clearly.. deep beneath the stars im lost the darkness in my heart keeps me from letting go ..." - what I've done by Until June-

As that track plays on repeat, I stare blankly into space missing you. It is indeed, simply because you love me, which is why everything seems right again.. You were at one point the right kinda wrong but it was what that kept me going. All the darkness disperse into brilliantly lighted stars strewn across my heavens above. There are so much I want to thank you for, but I don't want to be a total cliche. ... All I can muster right now is that, I never knew how bright darkness could be, how colorful blackness is when your around, how you light up the room the moment you walk in.. I hit rock bottoms this year as i saw my dreams shatter into a million unfixable pieces , you sheltered me from the pain and took me into your protective arms. your contagious laughter and cheeky grins has got me all shaky in the knees.. your strong arms wrapped round my waist melts me ..... I want to repay you...... your love has made me silly... Im coming up with silly lines, kissing my phone screen because its your photo, giggling like a silly bubblehead because i remembered something you said... I could go on forever.. but I think im gonna write it in a letter..

PS:so that you knw.. I absoloutely addore every single moment we've shared from the very first day i've met you. (I think you know what im talking about)


"All I want is freedom,a world with no more night . . .and you always beside me to hold me and to hide me" - All I ask of you, The Phantom Of the Opera"

xoxo

Ink to be